03/10/2026
Should I be watering my seedlings - yes!
Should I be starting the seeds I'm 2 weeks behind on - yes!
Should I be baking or receipe testing - yes!
Should I be cleaning my neglected house - maybe.
Should I be working some extra to get my corporate job done that's behind - yes!
Do I care about any of it right now - nope!
The past has month has been chaos!
I have been back in office for almost a month training a new hire at my 'adult' job. This leaves me not at home for almost 12 hours a day - 5 days a week. Lambing season has started, seed starting, farmers market prep, pto fundraiser, FFA auction, a house rearrange - all the things are taking place! Drew has been his normal rock star self with needs here when he gets home at 3:30. The past week Drew and I have only had a chance to catch up when our heads hit the pillow before we fall asleep! I'm not trying to complain, or get pity. I know my worst day so someone elses 'best day'. That doesn't take away from that fact that my heart, head, body, and soul are all tired!
This moment sitting on the porch, hearing Ella laugh while playing with Drew inside, Owen singing over the woodsplitter up the hill, soaking up the sun...this is the healing moment I need right now!!
May your night be lovely, and your soul be full of whatever is needed to nourish it! β€οΈ