24/05/2026
Pappi,
It has been four years today since my life changed forever.
Not a single day has passed where I have not thought about you. Sometimes it’s in the quiet moments, sometimes in the middle of an ordinary day, and sometimes in the ache that suddenly returns as if no time has passed at all. Losing you left a space in my heart that can never truly be filled.
You were not just my father. You were my comfort, my protector, my guidance, my biggest support, and one of the greatest blessings of my life. You were the person who made me feel safe no matter what was happening around me. I never imagined a world where I would have to live without you in it.
There are so many things I still want to tell you. So many moments I wish I could share with you. I miss your voice, your presence, your advice, your laugh, and even the smallest things that once felt so normal. I miss being your daughter in a world where you were still here beside me.
I miss our little pranks on Mom. I miss the way we would laugh together afterwards like two mischievous kids. Those silly moments became some of the most precious memories of my life. Sometimes I catch myself remembering them and smiling through tears, wishing for just one more day of hearing your laughter beside me.
The twins you loved so much are doing well. You would be so proud of them, Dad. I wish you could see the people they are becoming. Sometimes I look at them and think about how much joy they brought you, and how much your love still lives around them. I tell them stories about you, about your kindness, your humor, your strength, and the way you loved your family so deeply. I know a part of you will always live on through them.
People say time heals, but I think time simply teaches us how to carry the pain differently. The love never leaves, and neither does the missing. I carry you with me in everything I do. In my strength, in my memories, in the little habits I got from you, and in the person I continue trying to become.
Thank you for everything you gave me — your love, your sacrifices, your kindness, and the beautiful memories that I hold onto so tightly.
Till we meet again
Forever Daddy's little girl 💔