10/12/2026
KARE(n)FREE UPDATE
I know there are those that follow this page for the produce and baked goods only. Then there are those of you that follow along with all of my ups and downs (and, boy, there’s been a lot!). This post is for the latter of you followers. Later tonight, I will make an official post but I wanted y’all to know first and to hopefully give you a little understanding.
I have decided that when I close on Wednesday, November 25, 2026-it will be the final closing for Karefree Produce INC.
Just before Farmer Frye got sick, he and I had decided that we’d stop growing strawberries and work our way towards shutting down Karefree. The business was at a ‘Grow or Go’ point and we just didn’t have it left in us to grow. We had decided that we’d stop working ourselves to death and enjoy life a little more. Do you know what a relief that was? Then my brothers death happened and everything was turned upside down. I was still dealing with that grief when we found out Farmer Frye was sick. After losing him, I went on sort of auto pilot. I did the only thing I knew to do. Run Karefree. What I didn’t know was how impossible it would be to do without him.
Karefree was a dream of OURS, not mine or his, but OURS. I have come to learn (the hard way, as usual) that it took both sides to make it work as well as it did. I heard a customer explaining to a friend as they got out of the car this week, “They used to have so much more-a whole field of strawberries and…” I stopped listening after that because it was like a sign from Farmer Frye.
The truth was-we had let go of that dream a ways back-I had just forgotten about it in all of my grief, coping, and surviving. Holding onto our dream for a little while longer helped me get through the toughest time I’ve ever gone through in my life. But it is time to let it go (again) and see what the next chapter is for me. I’m letting go of ‘They used to…’ and opening myself up to ‘She is-She can-She will…’ I can never truly do that until I put Karefree behind me.
I don’t mean to sound callous or robot like. This past few years have been heart wrenchingly tough. I could tell you things like… I don’t know how many missed nights of sleep I’ve missed due to worrying over the numbers. Figuring and refiguring. I don’t know how I haven’t lost my mind with worry. Worry over everyone who depends on me and Karefree for their livelihood. Worrying how every decision doesn’t just affect me. Worrying over letting all of those people down. I don’t know how many times I’ve sat on the porch at Karefree and just cried. Cried because I let customers down. Cried because I let family down. Cried because he wasn’t here to tell me it was going to be ok. Just cried. I could write post after post of all those terrible rabbit hole moments because we all have them. But that would just be depressing as hell.
This past year and deciding to open Karefree again after losing Farmer Frye was the biggest rabbit hole I’ve went down. I have read old posts and can clearly see the randomness of everything-nothing solid, nothing concrete, great ideas but no follow through. It’s time to end the chaos, get out of this rabbit hole, and see what’s next to deal with. This should be fun….
PS answers to questions
No I won’t be selling the property-I’m looking into leasing it out.
Yes, I will still be taking Thanksgiving orders-it’ll be my last hooray! (Menu soon)
Business will go on as usual until 11/25
Thanks for following along with Karen on the farm💋♥️